Mood Swings

Dear Windy: I have accepted the fact that I am a crossdresser. I don't get that many chances to dress, so at times I am able to put the thoughts of dressing out of my mind. I can go a while without thinking about that cute outfit that I have hidden away. At those times I wonder why I dress in the first place. Then the urge gets the better of me. I get on the Internet and go to different CDsites to look for updatates and pictures of new girls. Then I feel the need to get dressed again. I do some shopping and try to determine a day when the rest of the family will be out of the house for an extended period of time so that I can enjoy the dressing experience. And what a wonderfull feeling! Almost to the point of euphoria. I have no worries for the time that I'm dressed, a peaceful feeling is over me. And then the cycle starts all over again. I have managed to go out enfemme a few times. Again it is such an adrenaline rush, it it hard to describe. Is this anticipation of getting dressed and then the lack of interest for a period of time after the event has taken place typical of other part-time CD's? Stephanie Marie

Dear Stephanie: Although Windy Cissy is not a shrink, clinically speaking "transvestism" is often accompanied by "disassociation" (a sense of denial) which may explain why you periodically put thoughts of crossdressing out of your mind. But because you enjoy it so much, the urges are sure to return. As you get older, the sexual rush from crossdressing will become less important, yielding to an almost sublime feeling which is much less subject to those mood swing. Lucky you! You have been able to pass enfemme, which is a thrill most people will never experience, and you have learned to manage your mood swings to maximimze enjoyment of your "girl time". Windy